Hello Third Trimester!

Dec 1 2015

I've been out and about that I forgot to update this blog. I feel bad for not updating as often as I wished to do before.. but oh well, things are more hard to juggle when you're pretty busy with things around you.

Anyhow to start this latest update, I am currently 32 weeks (hate to say this but) I'm really having a hard time dealing with hemorrhoids /never thought it could hurt this much/ but oh well as I've said over and over since the day I got pregnant "I wouldnt change a thing."
hehe but kidding aside, some of my symptoms that are all gone during the second trimester are all coming again with a vengeance! I thought I wouldnt even get loads of stretch marks since I've been so religous in applying oils, lotions and creams but boy I was wrong.. I got them pretty early at 6-7 month! and now that i'm in my 8th month they look horrible! and this is another "oh well" moment for me. hehe Not to end there, my armpits suddenly looked like there was a shadow all the time (if you know what I mean)

...... I feel bad for reporting negative symptoms such as the ones I mentioned earlier but this is reality.. I dont have and need to sugarcoat it because it only means that pregnancy is real and and the fact that I am pregnant and feeling all these beautiful and crazy hormones means that the Lord delivered our prayers.. that miracle is happening in our lives through this growing child inside my womb..., So despite the bad symptoms I still feel the most luckiest and blessed woman in the world to be experiencing this gift called life through pregnancy... specially in our case "natural pregnancy after 4 yrs of infertility".

I've learned to see the beauty in everything and thank the lord for every twists and turns this pregnancy might bring... and as long as this means I'm growing a child from the lord I could tolerate and I could withstand the pain.. My prayer is just strength to overcome all of the pain so I could still be as thankful and blessed regardless..

I always try to give back all the praise and glory to the Lord and whatever it is that's happening with me now, I am still most blessed!!!