Dear Father God,
I just want to pour my gratitude and Thank you in paper. I know these emotions could never be erased in my heart but for what its worth, I still want to remember every little detail of how blessed I feel by your miracle that you provided for us ~ OUR PRECIOUS BABY BOY!~
I am still dazed and so super thankful. (You know how I always whisper "thank you" to you every time I feel my baby kick, move and whenever I remember the sad times of our lives caused by infertility...
I dont know exactly how you want me to repay you for this tremendous blessing all I know is that I want to give back to you by always glorifying your name and by trying to do things that could please you.
For now, I just want to pray for my upcoming labor and delivery that you would guide both me and the baby... Give me strength as you know I have such low tolerance for pain.. Be with me.. peng and our little baby boy and guide us as we embark a new journey of our lives...
I will always be forever thankful.. I am a witness of how great of a father you are by providing this miracle despite our struggle and our infertility BEFORE.
Thank you Lord.. Thank you Father
In jesus name I pray... AMEN
Thursday, December 17, 2015
Tuesday, December 1, 2015
Hello Third Trimester!
Dec 1 2015
I've been out and about that I forgot to update this blog. I feel bad for not updating as often as I wished to do before.. but oh well, things are more hard to juggle when you're pretty busy with things around you.
Anyhow to start this latest update, I am currently 32 weeks (hate to say this but) I'm really having a hard time dealing with hemorrhoids /never thought it could hurt this much/ but oh well as I've said over and over since the day I got pregnant "I wouldnt change a thing."
hehe but kidding aside, some of my symptoms that are all gone during the second trimester are all coming again with a vengeance! I thought I wouldnt even get loads of stretch marks since I've been so religous in applying oils, lotions and creams but boy I was wrong.. I got them pretty early at 6-7 month! and now that i'm in my 8th month they look horrible! and this is another "oh well" moment for me. hehe Not to end there, my armpits suddenly looked like there was a shadow all the time (if you know what I mean)
...... I feel bad for reporting negative symptoms such as the ones I mentioned earlier but this is reality.. I dont have and need to sugarcoat it because it only means that pregnancy is real and and the fact that I am pregnant and feeling all these beautiful and crazy hormones means that the Lord delivered our prayers.. that miracle is happening in our lives through this growing child inside my womb..., So despite the bad symptoms I still feel the most luckiest and blessed woman in the world to be experiencing this gift called life through pregnancy... specially in our case "natural pregnancy after 4 yrs of infertility".
I've learned to see the beauty in everything and thank the lord for every twists and turns this pregnancy might bring... and as long as this means I'm growing a child from the lord I could tolerate and I could withstand the pain.. My prayer is just strength to overcome all of the pain so I could still be as thankful and blessed regardless..
I always try to give back all the praise and glory to the Lord and whatever it is that's happening with me now, I am still most blessed!!!
I've been out and about that I forgot to update this blog. I feel bad for not updating as often as I wished to do before.. but oh well, things are more hard to juggle when you're pretty busy with things around you.
Anyhow to start this latest update, I am currently 32 weeks (hate to say this but) I'm really having a hard time dealing with hemorrhoids /never thought it could hurt this much/ but oh well as I've said over and over since the day I got pregnant "I wouldnt change a thing."
hehe but kidding aside, some of my symptoms that are all gone during the second trimester are all coming again with a vengeance! I thought I wouldnt even get loads of stretch marks since I've been so religous in applying oils, lotions and creams but boy I was wrong.. I got them pretty early at 6-7 month! and now that i'm in my 8th month they look horrible! and this is another "oh well" moment for me. hehe Not to end there, my armpits suddenly looked like there was a shadow all the time (if you know what I mean)
...... I feel bad for reporting negative symptoms such as the ones I mentioned earlier but this is reality.. I dont have and need to sugarcoat it because it only means that pregnancy is real and and the fact that I am pregnant and feeling all these beautiful and crazy hormones means that the Lord delivered our prayers.. that miracle is happening in our lives through this growing child inside my womb..., So despite the bad symptoms I still feel the most luckiest and blessed woman in the world to be experiencing this gift called life through pregnancy... specially in our case "natural pregnancy after 4 yrs of infertility".
I've learned to see the beauty in everything and thank the lord for every twists and turns this pregnancy might bring... and as long as this means I'm growing a child from the lord I could tolerate and I could withstand the pain.. My prayer is just strength to overcome all of the pain so I could still be as thankful and blessed regardless..
I always try to give back all the praise and glory to the Lord and whatever it is that's happening with me now, I am still most blessed!!!
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