39 Weeks and 3 days 1/18/16

Today is 1/19/16 but I will be updating from my doctors appt that happened yesterday..
Doctor told me that I am 2 cm dilated but my cervix is still posterior (after I had to google, I found out that it means the cervix is still tilted backwards) and she did stripped my membrane hoping for active labor to start asap.

Anyhow I am measuring 135.6 lbs from my starting weight of between "100-103" lbs.. Making final gain weight approximately around 35 lbs.. not that it really matters but I just want to record it here if incase I forget hehe

Lastly, I feel a little frustrated since I've always thought I would give birth earlier :( A lot of people are asking and nudging  when the baby is coming... (again, not that I dont like but I am also starting to get a little impatient)

Oh well. Baby Samuel has his own time and I will just be patient waiting for him... I already prayed and prayed for a safe and fast delivery since I was 8 months pregnant because I have a very low tolerance for pain....BUT THIS IS THE ONLY MOMENT THAT I FOUND MYSELF IMPATIENTLT AWAITING FOR THE PAIN OF LABOR TO START JUST TO HOLD OUR LITTLE SON IN MY ARMS ALREADY... AHHH!! The joy and sacrificial love of a mother!! I knew I already have in my heart now for my son :)

Hopefully this is the last pregnancy blog and next time I write here, I would be posting about my little darling :)

Our Maternity Shoot at 38 Weeks :)

Here are some of our Maternity Photos *** taken 01.09.16

37 Weeks and 4 days pregnant

January 7 2016

Happy New Year!

I cant believe how 2015 went by that fast... The Lord has blessed me with so much blessings which are all unexpected and surreal...

I will never.. ever.. forget 2015... :)

I dont know what to write about all I know is that I wanted to record my current thoughts before it becomes part of the past.

I am now 37 weeks pregnant. (FULL TERM ALREADY) I still cant believe this pregnancy would already end soon.. I had a blast despite despite all the crazy and ugly effects including my ugly stretchmarks and my swolen face :D

I could give birth any day now and I am so nervous and excited I couldnt explain! I hope and pray that my delivery would be smooth and fast...

Whichever way it happens, I know it would be one heck of a ride! a memory that would forever be etched in my heart...